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when i reached my college apartment today, i saw someone leisurely lying in the comfort of my bed. LOL that surprised me for a while. Luckily it was just a friend of mine! XD

Emo Time! :)

I don't know what make me actually think of this.
But somehow. In life. I mean in real life. *not academic and work and stuff*
I'm referring to the life we gonna live. sentimentally, emotionally. and all about family, friends, love. 


So, yeah. in life. 
It's not Perfection i'm looking for. 
Not the awesome, perfect person and story as HUMAN *me included* think they ought and suppose to have. 
I think the best thing. Thing i actually wanted the most to happen is to have and be someone needed by the other. to be the warmth and the light to shine and warmed the life of the other. and to complete the piece that is perfecting the imperfection of the other.


:) Awee romance and the random senti-moment! XD

Let ME Talk! =)

Perfection is what every human being is wishing and striving for. Everybody wants to be perfect. to become the perfect child, perfect student, perfect mother, etc. But sometimes being perfect, too perfect, in everything is not really a good thing. 

For example, in love, U are looking for a perfect lover. Someone who will treat U nicely, treasure U highly like a princess. Someone who will give everything and anything just to make U happy. Someone who will hold onto U and pour all his love to you.. Someone who is everything every living girls (and probably boys) are wanting. the someone, a perfect prince that makes U living a life of a fairy tale. LOL if HAPPY is the only feeling i would feel, I'd rather not to. It's not thrilling and there's no fun on it! :D

But life, every single aspect of life (none is excepted) has its own equilibrium state. equilibrium is a state where the 2 variables at each side of the reaction is in balance. be it the concentration or rate of reaction. None should exceed the other. so in case of the perfect lover (or perfect whomever), things goes on the same. We can never be too perfect. Define perfect in your own. The perfections U were seeing is not perfection cos if u look into it very carefully and inspect them wisely, U then will know the imperfection masked from normal eyes. 

Reality hurts. I know! But Hurt is spelt the same as Love. So what's the big deal. it's only a four-letter word. I know i might sound heartless, emotionless and whatever U may say. But don't ever deny the fact! You need to continue living just no matter how hard it is. Life isn't only about rainbows and butterflies. they might look beautiful, but there's more than just beautiful. and life isn't only about loving somebody. life is about doing everything and feeling and experiencing everything as much as U can.

We needed LOVE in our life. So why discriminating HURT. they are both they same. We needed both cos life is constantly changing, we are seeing different things in life. These two are what shapes us to be who we are in the future. HURT has its own role, so thus love. Therefore, relax and just accept the fact that if today U were hurt, nature will always play its role to return U back to the state U wanted the most --> LOVE (where happiness and all the positive emotions is). 

♥ from me! and brainy me! :D

Another...

When one person do some good things, I wonder why people tend to go the other way round, searching for his wrongdoings and weakness. Why can't they just see beyond his contributions. I know we need to consider all pros and cons, background and analyse situation as a whole before coming up with conclusion. But does this concept also applied to human? 


Like seriously. tch!


What I meant to say is that. Do we really need to do that? I can say that I don't do that. 
like. When a friend tells U that Miss A donated RM100 for this *** activity. Then U reply with "really? Do U know that she gt the money from *****?". 


I seriously don't do that of course, but I happen to meet many people who did this.
Like, when U're talking about politicians. Yeah, the irony. Politicians normally get that. But, politicians and celebrities, its like a common thing la. 


But what would U feel when those words were said and aimed to U? 
It hurts like bitch rite? yeah, bitch always got it right! 
And tch. Really hates those people. 

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Sometimes, I wish I had a power to make people see light and do right things.


Some people were given a chance and they are gifted and totally have what it needs to do that thing right. With such opportunities, one would think that they should have fight till death for it, shouldn't they? Because chance is a one in a lifetime thing. But NO! that's not what happened. They avoided it, stay away from it for their own comfort. I mean like, if i were at their place, I would have just grab it cos who knows when will it be offered to you again, rite? And i feel like jumping off of the 10th floor of a building when i hear their answers. Cos their answers is that : "I don't want to do things more than what i was expected to do".


Mleh. What we were expected to do is just very hugeeeeeeeee and subjective and how do U list it all. People expecting U to do things and the expectations has no boundaries. Meaning, U don't even exactly know what actually people wanted of U. What U mentioned is actually what U expected of yourself doing. 


And sometimes i wonder. Where exactly has all the logical and reasoning goes to? With all this knowledges and skills and thinking and all the super awesome brain that U have. Because U were expected to do more than U think U were expected to do. And just do things that U see don't make U any better cos when U started to actually live on YOUR OWN, U will have to deal with a greater number of unimaginable things. And thats when chances is what U expected to come, but it will be the hardest thing to get. 


WOW! I'm amazed with my own thoughts! :) 

So What!

The news of DongBangShinKi : my super gorgeousness TwinShinKi and JYJ is making me H.A.P.P.Y !! =)  
So be damn of all the human on Earth who want to continue living like a King and annoy me that damn much. 


i was born as an angel! but honestly, I could be a devil just like that if I want too. But i remember my place, my limit and patience is a virtue. So yeah, i'll let it pass. Not because U are good but because I'm the best! 


Me conceited now? then what are U, ~~ jerk! 


psss ::: I really love this new blogspot layout!! :DD Easy access! 


<3 

I just started semester for two weeks!! TWO Weeks. And honestly its exhausting. Im trying to catch up with everything but this seriously requires extra hard effort than normal. Plus the subjects are tougher than before. As expected, altho the lectures are simple. But man! I have lots of trouble trying to understand things... 

Anyways.... Hwaiting!! :) 

Set aside all the reasoning and arguments, we definitely need to AGREE that TALKING is the most effective way of solving problem! True! ^_^

♥ Cos Life is Really Too Long

Life is way too long too walks through it alone.

That is what's friends are here for. We TALK, we LAUGH, we JOKE till early morning, we CURSE, we FIGHT, we FOOL the other...

But inside, we really LOVE and HEART each other. It's not easy and it's not hard to be a friend to someone. It's all about loyalty and trust. Of love and care. Of understanding and tolerance.

Just .. U were there. U are always there. U know, it's not about being with somebody all the time. It's just that U being there for me.And most of all, in silence and distant, its what gives the most pleasure and comfort.

~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ~

Serious Random!

If BABY CAT is here.. They surely will be happy! because I always have so much leftovers from my meals... And if They're Here. They surely can finish it UP in no time.. :D 

Anyways BRUNO MARS! :) I loveeeeeee you. I do! Just the thing is. Mr. Exam plan to come on my way, locking me up in this cellar to suffer the EXAM fever! So.. Sorry I couldnt meet You! ~ 

- This is what happened when U dunno what's happened to Ur Brain! -

Hello April! ;)

So, today is the first day of 2011, April! 

No APRIL Fool tricks this year! ^^ Not that I or my other classmates remember it anyways. This week has been like, literature review for our thesis plak. Everyday we have presentation. Present everything after more than a month research! 

Anyways, cheers for those who has helped me a lot in ensuring that each of our presentation a great success. Thank for your very hard work people and thanks for er going through all this pressure, and to some, thanks for being efficient of my dead cruel standard/high quality of works/frequent editing, etc. Also thanks for everything! :)

Also today marks the very important date for our presentation for this semester is officially over! :) But no no. thats not the end. Not just yet! We still have to go through another 3 dreadful weeks of final examination. Which I tell U will be super deadly and killer! Hope we can go through this peeps. ;) 

U know.. With hardwork and courage. With love and care. With passion and spirit! We have to score well, arasso? ^^ make sure we gambateh! ^^ 

All the best for your final exam people. Study smart, study hard. Be efficient. And pray to god that our brains and body will be in a tip-top condition throughout this exam season!

Amin!~ 

psss : I just got my VAIO Baby back! :) I promise i will take a better and best care for U from now on! 

Trust me on that! <3

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Just in life...

We have a lot of things we want to do. that we wish for. that we wish we have and wish to have. That sometimes we are so into it that we tend to forget of other important things. Sometimes in life, when things that we cared for so much, that we want really bad, that we would do anything and die for, does not goes the way we wants it to be. that it go wrong, mistaken or not becoming what we expect it to be.. it is best for us to let it go. There is no need to hold on to something that we cared so much for all this while when at the moment U are also given a chance for a better-ness, for a much niceeer future. Just let it go cos when u let it go that U will be able to grab and hold on to something new.

Just that is how life is. I'm not saying that life is that easy. It depends. but basically, that is how things should work rite? :)

=)

Happiness is not a gift.

It is something, like other things, that U have to work and strive for.. Strive for it and grasp it with ur hand, hold it tightly on ur palm.. But no matter how tight ur hold is, one day u have to open up ur palm and it will walk away from u.. blown away by the wind.. fly away and captured by someone else in need..

U let it go.. to be captured by someone else.. We are only one person.. IF we let it go, it will bring happiness to more people. Giving hope to those in the brink of hopelesness.. That's what is more important. Life isn't only about I, ME, You. It's about US. Life works that way. Nothing last forever. Just treasure whatever U have now and appreciate all the reason lies behind whatever been happening. We share, give and take.. Fairness and balance of each.

Never lose hope for Hope will never leave man unless when we permit that to happen.

And because Wind will never stop blowing. Happiness from our grasp will be blown away, but there are still so much more for us to catch and hold on to. <3

by : The Cutest Me! <3