R E A L

in life..
as in the R E A L life..




Accept the fact that U can't really get everything U wanted. 

We needed and wanted lots of things but do bear in mind that it's not all can be ours. What's most important to U? that U have put on your all, give the best out of you and getting or not getting it doesn't matter. the satisfaction and knowing that you've strive hard and good enough is what's needed. Or the outcome of it? It's not wrong to choose any but i sometimes pity those who do all the terrible stuff just to get whatever they wanted. But in the end, even if U really get it, can U look back and say that U are proud of yourself, truly proud of what U have done and proudly tells those to others? and even when U didn't get to reach the outcome, it doesn't mean U are a failure. there are lots of things U actually gained and learned from it, and that's what most important.

Even then, it is DEFINITELY NOT RIGHT to give Up on anything that U have. 

Not even a single thing. Giving UP is simply a NO! U should know where to stop, when U need to say U had enough and why U leave it be. But Giving UP is NOT that. It's like letting go of hope, of something that U once had been very proud of. We all have our own share of misery, but giving UP is certainly not what a human should do. and that defines the real failure. 

psss : Congrats to my Sister for her exam result! Yeah. I'm proud of you, dongsangieee! XD

A Mere Thought! :)

it was a great game last night : Malaysia vs Bahrain. It's a good one actually. Although Malaysia lost 3-2 to Bahrain. Congrats to this boy ::: Nazmi and other team members of Harimau Muda! U guys played well.

Tapi, one thing that I absolutely can't accept is .. When they win, even 1-0, OhMY pujinya melambung-lambung. Even that one time, cos Malaysia won, we get a holiday the next day. *But we need to work and study extra time the next week* Now, they lose even with a good match, a good game like that, people criticise. I know its a norm of a thing. But seriously, i feel as if they are being unfair towards the player. It's not a normal, tolerated critics, mind you. It's like saying "WTH Malaysia. U lose everything and U r such a F****** something within 6 minutes"

DAMN Human. What are U!! 6? Memang la 6 minutes is long. But hallo.. Why not talk about the 80+ minutes earlier. Why the 6 minutes became the main factor of measurement!! That's just plain annoying and brainless when U so happened to be the same person, who had when Malaysia won against Indonesia a few days ago, praising them all high as if Harimau Malaya is the king!

My aim of saying this is so that whenever u criticise or praising someone, do it moderately. Because we people all have brains mah? and brains means U have knowledge, and as normal person, ur cognitive function must be similar to one another. Intelligence must be differ but conceptual thinking is technically the same for all normal matters. so STOP doing this excessive praising and thoughtless criticism cos honestly constructive comments are made from a fair judgement, a creditable information and a good statistical measure. 

What a total intellectual Defence!!! :DD

BUSY!

This is such a busy week. Honestly it is. I've got lab practicals, case study, special study group, special group discussion, lectures, tutorials and lots of assignment to be submitted in a short time. 

I'm tired, exhausted and feels like dying. I'm drained of all that is taken up to feed myself.

GLUCOSE is a main source of energy and currently is the most wanted 'items' in the market. No glucose, brain can NOT work. So yeah. I keep feeding myself, 60/24/7 and i spent a lot the whole week just to eat. And when I said I ate a lot these past few days it really is a lot! :D I normally eat breakfast, lunch (sometimes 2x), dinner (at least 2 meals, HEAVY Meals) for dinner! XDDDD 

U don't believe me?????

HOW Sad. I know physically i look weak and adorably vulnerable. But buy me dinner and U will know the truth! :) 

Anyways. Yesterday afternoon, I and some of my group members paid a visit to Hospis Malaysia. It is some kind of a care centre which offers Palliative Care Service. What is Palliative Care? 

It is a nice place. A NGOs body. Offering free medical services**. and the staff and medical team is quite good and very reliable. they are a somewhat perfect team, if I may say that. First cos of the strong Interpersonal relationship between professionals and very highly competent and is optimising pharmaceutical care to the Max! Those are goals targeted in medical field nowadays, other than treating/cure patients.
It is an interesting experience actually. listening to their talk. knowing what they did, their services, their experiences. and the way that was told was amazing. I don't know. It's very motivational, I must say. And a wonderful things to learned. No patient visit, but it is really nice because they are very helpful and provides very informational talk. We don't really needs to ask questions cos they simply told us everything we needed and supposed to know and get from the visit. The place is beautiful too. 

And i'm very exhausted. Must prepare for next week Green Lung's activity and another practicals, quizzes and assignment. Man the next 3 weeks supposedly will be a chaotic period for me. :( But no matter. I want to go home this week! I missed my parents, my family, my kittens and cats. and the entire household. 

Good nite, people! :D 

=)

I know when I think wisely and do things correctly, I will be able to do it! :D And yeah, that is proven right! :) 

Think

lesson of the day :

U can never get everything U wanted. Especially NOT at the same time. 

U can hope for many things and want for many. But at the end, U can have only some of it! So. Hope for more that so in the end, U may earn, even not all, but much more than needed.

18/11/2011

is currently so occupied, full and cramped with books and journals and conference papers. 
All to be read just to prepare my part for this week's case study. *sigh*
the case this time is soooooooo confusing and tough cos of too many technical terms and all that abbreviations. OMG! 'm gonna die!!! :(


The GOOD news is :: Pinky Baby is back!! ^_^ 

Random-ness Overloaded!

one moment u feel happiest and the other u feel the saddest.


what's with the mood swings U may ask? 


I myself did not know the answer. 


Stupid hormones! Keep the equilibrium please. It prefers shifting the other way round. Keep ur owner intact, will you? So we could live life peacefully ever after! :D 


this doesn't makes sense, I know. 
This is how it supposed to be when MiszC Simple is rambling! LOL! :D 
G'nite everyBODY! :) 

Have U ever had enough?

Just because U've had enough, it doesn't mean U wanted too much. 


Life is like this doesn't it? 
U will never know U have that much till when U lose it,
U never know U have done so much till U feel tired and exhausted and U cried ur heart out for it.
And U never know the meaning of appreciating and treasuring things if U never lose it or U have had it all your life.


I don't know what I'm trying to say. but often people said that "U have enough of this so U should stop".
But Time doesn't stop, does it? It keeps on ticking and moving and nobody can stop it. And how on Earth U know whether U have enough or someone had more than enough?
Cos it never will be enough of something, to us.. human, will it? Just like how we can't stop breathing and how do we say that we have enough air to breathe each time? 
      It's very difficult isn't it? Just like how difficult it is to think and to write down whatever U think on a piece of paper and to ensure that each of your messages will be perfectly understood by your readers. 

And I believe that as long as we live, we can never get enough of something. Cos that's how and why GOD Created us. 

He creates us to search and find answers, to look for questions and to never stop finding. 

Finding WHAT? that is for U to find out! :) 

WOW, i am NOW a PHILOSOPHER!!! :DD

Another rambles of life

Today is an NEW day : 01/11/11. Nov 1, 2011. What a DATE! :) Really great numbers. 
And its 2 months more to 2012. WOW! What a year. I've realised how much I had changed within a year and how much my life has changed and developed and is now entering a new stage of life.


WOW! :) Sometimes I might appear childish or playful but HALLO! Thats how we need to live. I can't stuck with my cold, mature face mode all time, can I? the thought of it itself was so depressing and LOL if i really implemented it, GOSH i don't know whats gonna happened! im so going to die of boredom due to lack of colors in my life! xD 




And being childlike isn't bad, correct? Say, do U remember whatever U've done during childhood? When U were a child, all U wanted is to grow up and becoming an adult. U behave just how your parents told U to properly behave. U can't really do things what we called as CHILD THINGS! :D
Thats why as a grown ups we tend to think like kids and acts kidd-ishly!! :D U think it's cute that is why U are doing it. BUT duh! It was sooo much FUN! 


And trust me. I know U know this too.. Life is as depressive and stressful as it is, soooo yeah just chill out and cheer up and live it up how ever U want it! 

IYE!! Tomorrow ::--> BIOPHARMACEUTICS AND PHARMACOKINETICS ... It's MATHS and Physiology all OVER AGAIN! Hwaiting!~~ :) 

Me Decide it!

I had long decided that : 

• Instead of being THE Best, I want to give all My Best! =) 
• To become an optimist, rationalist and balancing all thoughts as basis of my actions
• To live and to enjoy life like there is NO Tomorrow
• To love and to enjoy all time, make memories and appreciate every single time spend with the loved ones (which obviously are family and friends)
• To treasure what is worth to be treasured and to be thankful for whatever things U get in life no matter how good or bad it is, cos bad for now doesn't mean that it will not help U in future.
• To live the present with confidence and to keep things in balance.

So, yeah! :) 

just live

Because despite all the weaknesses. The imperfections. The failures. You just have to trust yourself and will yourself to keep going. Cos that is what life is all about. To keep living. 

No matter how imperfect U think of yourself. No matter how much failures or mistakes done, what is most needed by a person is the strength to keep going! =) 

Just Can't Stop! :)

Whenever there's a beginning, 

there surely be an end coming to it. 

Its a something that has been fated and destined to naturally occur that way. 

Yeah, i understand all that. And i know human is complex and emotions is ... what can i say, other than Water, Fire, Air and Earth, emotions is the other essential elements of life. Cos whatever we are feeling is an emotion rite? even if we feel nothing, that is also an emotion : of not knowing and empty. 


Anyways. I feel sooo diverted from the real path. Cos i dun intend on writing a long crap talk. but whatever. Its just me. And i'm widely known for all my theories and philosophies. Hehe! :D 
Actually i just want to ramble on this one thing. But uh. Maybe due to high shear stress physiologically and too much external pressure, i have so many things to say. But dunno which one to write. so yeah..


So, a friend of mine kind of.. Hm she has just recently broken up with his ex-boyfiee.. Poor her, I know. 
But, forever is long and eternal is an impossibility no matter how long forever is! *OhMiGosh, did I just came out with an awesome phraseeeeeeeeee???*
I'm not complaining or like criticising her for being so distressed and emo-ing. I understand her right and needs and why she felt that way. Anyways, all that im saying is a general statement and has no kind of relationship with either the living or dead. :) 


So, what I think is this. I mean. From the very start, from the beginning of life, we've known that nothing is going to last forever rite? like. In a way, along the way, after some time, its going to its end, rite? we know that perfectly well, don't we? Love, business, friendship, even Earth itself. Things is going to end. 
Like exam season. U feel the stress now. The burden. And then when it comes, U go for it, U seat for it and U strive for it. And no matter how well U perform, U have sat for it. So, yes it has ended for the time being. but after sometime it come again. things like this recycle. So, u nd to prepare urself for the next exam season. 


What im actually trying to say was... Whenever one thing ends for U... Do Not lose hope. Or think so negatively and pitifully of yourself cos U know perfectly well who U are. And darn, even Hitler deserved to receive all kinds of respects and love, after all the cruelty, so do U! 
I kind of pissed when U curse yourself and feel urself so useless and want to waste your time weeping and mourning over some useless, unworthy thing. I mean, time don't stop moving, not even for a single person. u have a longggggggggggggggg journey awaits and lots of things to do. So why stop yourself in the middle of the way. Just like. I know memories is unforgettable. Unless you are having amnesia or some brain degenerations, but still.. be an optimist. one thing goes, U can have another 10 coming to you. Just, its a matter on how u're seeing things and how u bring yourself to it. there are lots more people around U and much more things worth for U to work for that something that has been ur past. 


So, the conclusion is ::: 

Chill! 

Cos U can always start a new beginning! whenever u wants it. =) 

I know this is so mixed up. Not pointless, I certainly know. just! Im a science student. So how do U expect my analytical brain will write things. Especially about all these emotions. So, this is another manuscript written by a science person... and have fun in decoding/deciphering this precious piece! xD

psss : Guess you're just lucky to be reading this, rite!? :) 

Set aside all the reasoning and arguments, we definitely need to AGREE that TALKING is the most effective way of solving problem! True! ^_^

♥ Transformers 3 ♥

Watched Transformers 3 : The Dark Moon yesterday! =) A FantaBulous, Amazing, Awesome story! Action packed, more awesome effects, better cast and awesome plot! And of all the trilogy, I love the third movie the most! ^^ Honestly am! And what can I say, it’s just friggin awesome! J

Optimus Prime! =)

Oh btw, NO Megan Fox in this movie! Whyy? Honestly, I did not knowwww! xD Go check yourself. I am no fans of her either. And honestly I watch and love the movie cos the movie itself not cause of some hot, sexy chick in there ;) Oh, the third movie cast : Shea Lebauf, Josh Duhamel (OMG Major Lennox, U are just so HOT!) and new actress à Rosie Huntington! Who is she?? I don’t really know but she’s one of Victoria Secret’s top Model! She’s sexy, nice body and nice hair.. Also personally I think she’s much much much moreeee beautiful than the old girl! Hehehe. No offence intended! ~

Now back to the story.. I seriously love this one. Why? Cos honestly it has more complicated plot with some twist, trick, secret, mischief here and there somewhere, better action *the battle is The Bomb*, more serious action *more mature n not too fiction, also more Human feelings*, much more real. More elements of humanity like loyalty, faith, betrayal, friendship, courage, love, care against the evil forces due to greed, lust, betrayal, desperation and all that. See, even robots have feeling, know? But it’s truly the bomb! I almost cried I tell yuuuu! xD Almost! And I cried when watching the 2^nd movie cos of Optimus Prime’s and Sam’s *death*.. !~

So basically, this last movie of the trilogy is about against Decepticons’ mission in taking over and destroying the Earth. And to bring Cybertron over to the world and it revealed on how the Human itself betray their own race for their greed and also to possess power of their own. Decepticons seems to be winning actually! And middle of the story when Autobots leave the Earth, Decepticons attacks and cause destruction of a whole big city of Chicago! Seriously U should watch this! It’s cool and awesome! It looks so real and we can really feel the despair and fear and anxiety because its technically impossible for Human to gain military help or whatsoeva and the chances of winning is apparently lower than zero due to the fact that the Autobots are…. ****???**** and the number and capabilities of weaponry of Decepticons even exceeded the highest tech of human race!

Whatever, whatever! Just go and watch it okie? This is the last movie and one of the must watch movie of a decade soooo .. Go, araso? J Gosh! U know what, I will go and watch again for the 2^nd, 3^rd, 4^th to nth time.. Cos its really cekap and the bomb! =) Hahaha!

Oh another thing special about this trilogy was that Michael Bay always chooses songs from Linkin Park *my favorite band* as the theme songs of each of the movie! To think of it, I think that’s totally a brilliant choice cos the energy, meaning and feel of the song totally fit and synchronized well with the meaning, plot and messages send through the movie! For this third movie, Linkin Park’s Iridescent was chosen as the theme song! Do check it out!~

Random

When secrets are revealed...

Those who matter, won't mind.

Those who mind, won't matter.

so whatever people reactions might be, there will always be some on your side! ♥

Disease and Health

From a study conducted for the past few years including 2011, it was found that CVS (Cardiovascular Disease) is the major cause of death and is the main disease suffered by NOT only Malaysian, but people worldwide. CVD includes heart attack, stroke, myocardial infarction, COPD (chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease), etc.

Besides CVD, other main global, toplisted diseases are malignant disease (cancer and tumours), hypertension, diabetes mellitus. We are concerned on things like "Stop Animal Abuse", "Safe the Environment", "NO Plastic Bag Campaign", "NO Smoking Campaign", etc.

Altho I might say. Er, no I definitely supported the NO SMOKING CAMPAIGN cos obviously and it is of absolute certainty that smoking is one of the major contributing factor of the development of incurable chronic diseases such as hypertension, heart disease and even cancer. U know rite that the smoke stick or also called the 'cancer stick' is a most widely used carcinogens yet, although knowing it, U choose to be ignorant and just taking it. And yes, please do practice special precautions like not being near those smokers whenever they smoke and avoid being at places where people randomly and freely smoking cos... Because My Dear, being secondary @ passive smokers exposed U to approximately 2 times greater chances of developing those chronic diseases than being an active smoker themselves. So? YEAH! Let’s fight for our rights! For our Health! For our life! :D Its just as important as it is to save the world cos honestly whats the point of U saving the world when there are too many sick, ill people living on it rite? Rite rite?

Other than smoking, alcohol appears to be another main cause of this disease as well. It is if taken in excess will causes damage to many organs especially liver! And, not only that ok? Alcohol will totally and greatly affect the sanity of ur mind and it is after all, major reason of many social problems. So? I know Alcohol and SMOKE/CIGARETTE is kind of common things. U despised DRUGS right? But these two items brings the similar adverse effects and damage just as that as drug!... So? *Think about it*

Anyways, as I was saying. We often neglected things related to our health. We thought that by practicing healthy lifestyle like taking healthy food, drink more water, no random sex and all that will prevent yourselves from getting all these diseases. But I must say, it does not truly help cos basically body works on its own. Altho U looked physically healthy and fit, it does not mean that U are totally healthy. There is more to that. I know U might feel bored with this phrase already but it is very true that "PREVENTING is the best Measure that CURING a Disease".

So, people please put more concern on our health.

Please expose urself more to health-related articles or news. Get the basic, 'humane' and informative articles which will tells u a lot about health condition and all. Don't be too lazy to read ok?

Besides that, please also do frequent medical check-ups. At least, for 1-2 times a year? Especially if Ur family have history of these diseases. Because somehow it can also be inheritable, and being a family put U at high risk of developing it as well. So DO GO For MEDICAL Check-ups ok? ^_^

Also always practice a healthy lifestyle and live in healthy environment! :)

So that's totally it.

Just. Love Yourself too, OK? =)

Because basically to make someone and others to love US, we have to love ourself first! <3

Education? ;)

Teringat saya di masa lalu. Semasa my family, my cousin’s family and I attend some kind of family gathering. Honestly, we didn’t know many people that time. So, we randomly chat la. Then I still remember me and my cousin plus my brother we was sitting at a table dengan uncle, aunty yang tidak dikenali.

Dan tersebutlah alkisah bahawa orang-orang yang sat on the same table with us are actually teachers la, but they are teaching at different schools. So, erm we all kanak-kanak jelita ni pun ‘di interview’ la by those teachers. Questions like, “Where Do U Study?”, “This school is…. Blahblahblah”. All the crap about which is the best school, the problems they faced with students and all sort of things related to education la. Kononnya.

Then my father came to the table. So, dia pun involved la in the conversation. It’s like fated that the moment he came, the whole table was actually talking about problems with student la. The group of teachers make comments like :

“Students nowadays are so rude. They don’t have manners and don’t have sense of responsibility”, “immature and childish”, “Students are damn bad”, “Students don’t pay attention to class”, “Students this, student that, bla blabla…

Basically it is ALL the usual crap and comments given by those teachers la. All sort of complaint. Honestly, I do understand that the world of education is yet the toughest area there is. It is not easy to become an educationist. It is not easy to educate one person, not easy to convey infos and knowledge and message to someone. But, one teacher has to deal with a great number of students so just imagine the pressure and how huge the burden a teacher actually carried. The job itself should come together with undying passion and love in nurturing and nourish the students with knowledge as well as great deal of thinking and improving their performance in handling daily lives. School is the main place other than home, and one of the most important aspects in a children’s life because this is where they spend most of the time with, where their personality got affected and develops, where they learned things and where they are greatly exposed to many external factors including human of various personality, trends, culture, variety of lifestyle, friendship and everything. 

So, back to the story.  As I was saying, we, on that table *because it’s a community gathering rite*, so we have to er, socialize and talk la cos honestly there’s nothing U can do besides talking and eating. So, just talk la. Hehe.  Anyways, erm yeah my dad came to the scene. So, the teachers plak complaining kan? Erm.. So, here is a little bit of what my dad said to counter back what those teacher commented.

“When U decided to become a teacher, it’s like U are legally guardian and also parents of the students. How U suppose to treat ur children, how U educate them and how U wanted them to be that is how it is. Being a teacher and educationist is not an easy thing. There are lots to it. Its not only about making them to score 100% and lots of As in exam. It’s more than that. There is more to it, ok? U need to fulfill them with knowledge and what is essential to life. To prepare them for future so that when they go out to the outside world, they can handle it. They are ready to face it cos they already have general pictures on what life is and that there are lots of challenges awaits them out there. Education process is also a process of development of thinking and maturity so that they know how to think and consider risk and advantages of what they going to decide and how to make decisions in life.

Saying that they are immature and childish is not good. Saying that they are rude and brainless, stupid or lazy is I think the most stupidest comment ever made because we as adult ourselves also do the same thing. Don’t always blame everything on study. We don’t have to be too strict to the rules and laws, whatever. Everything needs to be flexible. And don’t simply judge somebody’s personality on one thing. We have to actually know them to do that. And saying that they are not concern of their future is a lie as well. Cos they must’ve as well think of it.

And comparing life and achievements and performance of grade A students and Grade B, C students and also making judgement and accusation on students based on the prestige of school or institution is unfair as well. If u taught at prestigious, well-known school where in average the students are the study type and who actually life was ‘designed’ that way, of course la the average achievements is far far far better that when U were teaching at average school where many students are delinquents. It’s very unfair and irrational to make such judgements because that itself will affect ur performance at doing your job as a teacher. And saying them stupid or lazy or whateva, I think we have to blame ourselves as well la. Cos how stupid we are of thinking that cos of obviously, what is school for? Of course la it is for educating and nourishing them with knowledge, to make sure that they receive the essentials and becomes a better person. Nobody is a real smart ok? Nobody is a born-genius. They learn and learn and collect the essentials along the way.”

So, that is what my dad said. U didn’t know how touched and proud I am to my father. Honestly, my father might not be the greatest man alive nor did he a cleverest one, but actually his point of view really is very good! =) I love it and truly amazed and agreed with this.

So yeah after my father said that, those teachers had the BLANK look. And while my dad was talking, he talks in ways to ensure that nobody will interrupt! :D Geeee. If my father were to be on election, I will sure vote for him. And his speech would truly be ONE and the EPIC speech ever given by election candidate! X)

Oh OK. I don’t know why I’m sharing this. And I never wrote this long! *throws confetti* But im soooo proud of this scene. Haha! 

Signing out : Miszc Jung Sap @ Sapura Abdul Rahman! <3

*I even put my dad’s name, Haha*

*_*

Some people do not need to WORK Too HARD.. Do not need to THINK that MUCH and do not WORRY about many things as much as the others. Because for this 'some people', every things are available and all ready for them. 

But to some people. Hardwork and Thinking *even if too much* is essential for them. Is A MUST DO Things for them... 

Because to this 'some people', things that U fight for and U work too hard to earn gives u a satisfaction and comfort and pleasure that U could never get anywhere. And this is the things that we loveee and appreciate the most. Cos no matter how small it is to the others, it is soooo HUGE for US because we EARNED Them ourselves. 

* ^ ___________________________ ^ *

Smart Choice?

Lets look at the past.. 

Dulu masa kecil all of us dream to be a doctor. Cuba tanya all the children. There are top 3 jobs *according to my survey* of their choice. 

1. Doctor

2. Engineer

3. Accountant or teacher

IF we think back and if we talk to most people, they certainly aims for number (1). Biasalah, in our community especially, doctor is considered as the most noble, trusted profession. Very well paid as well. So mesti la everyone pun aims for it rite?

Haha! Teringat zaman kanak-kanak. This is also my dream before. Except for number (3). If i'm not mistaken, my 3rd choice is.. Pilot @ stewardess kot? haha! Me? Stewardess? Geezzz. Haha. Nampak macam TIDAK je kan? Walaupun a sister of a friend of mine (MAS Stewardess), she told me I actually meet the requirement! Hahaha!~ tak boleh tahan kan? ^^ No no, absolutely tak perasan! Thats what the *expert* told me! :D 

Tapi, I ni jenis yang berpijak ke tanah! ;D Maka, I admit. That job certainly does not SUIT me! :D The Almighty Capu! x) Selain ganas dan gagah, saya juga tiada feminity. And most importantly, I am an Outspoken person! plus sangat cerewet! plus sangat TIDAK Sabar! Soooo, sebelum passengers of the flight terbang keluar dari flight tu, baik Saya mengundur diri! :D HAHA!~ :D

Selain itu, lately saya beri counselling kerjaya kepada some of my Juniors ya? Haha! ^^ Every year and most of the time pun, this has been my part time jobs! :D Lepas ni boleh la buka consultant/counselling firm kan? In case dah boring jadi pharmacist? :D 

Walaupun mereka ni masih junior, tapi i seriously tabik kepada mereka la cos they are very inquisitive and sangat fikirkan future la. Bukan la nak cakap those yang tak tanya tu tak fikir, but I don't know. Rasa boring dah kot cakap dengan Uni student, so when i meet and talk to any of my Juniors, rasa bahagia.. Dan MUDA! :D

Anyways, adik saya mahu stop attending college, cos he said he don't have any interests anymore to study and he don't like to do assignments and stuff. But tak sure yet. I hope he won't la. But on the other hand, I think if he already feels that way and already want to work, plus cos he is attending private college *which requires a very huge amount of $$$$$*, it would just be a waste if he spend another year or two studying but has no interest with it. So, as a loving and caring sister, I told him. "STOP je la college, dik!" HAHA! :D no no don't get me wrong, my family and I really values education to the highest level. Tapi, education does not mean U have to spend 3,4 years studying when U urself has no interest at all on it. and U know U can do much much better OUT there, rite? :) Unlike me, i memang bookworm sikit! Kata Nerd? ^^ Soooo, im glad to stuck here *with all complaints* and study till I graduate! :) 

Also ada news ni. Eyh bukan news k, just some stories to share with U guys. This happens to my brother's friends. Erm not a good one, tapi I think it is good to share this. Hehe.

U guys surely know right how many private colleges are out there. *lately saya asyik mentioned bangsa ini shj* But, lots of them actually they think that it is very COOL and a good thing to go to college and graduate. However, they don't really received a good result. Its not worst but still not good la. Anyways, please note that not all private colleges are good and prestigious ok? Eg : taylor's college, Segi College are among the most prestigious la. But of course, its very expensive and has high requirements in intake esp for professional courses like Medical, Law, Pharmacy, etc.

Tapi, sebab rata-rata masyarakat, they want to send their son/daughter to higher learning institution, so they don't bother to ask/search info and all and just send their kids over there. To random college i mean. Anyways, just imagine for the first semester of studying, at the not so prestigious college, for 1 semester of Diploma level, they have to pay almost 10K! that is too much rite? 1 semester - 4++ months only. Just imagine nanti macam mana? They have signed the contract and everything and simply pay the money without asking why and what is it for. And just imagine the shock when I was told that for the whole Diploma course, for Business Management, it needs RM60000++! Thats soooo damn lot rite?

Gosh Human! Is it that easy for U guys to spend money? Ooo. Should I ask, do U think its easy to EARN Money that U, as if U are another Bill Gates relatives who has billions USD$$$ in their account, spending it like no tomorrow. 

Oh, actually I forgot what I need to say. But basically, just to warn U guys don't get easily cheat. Esp in matter of Education. Everyone treasures it soo much that I know if were given chances, U are willing to do anything for it. But also, don't kill yourself only for the sake of it. if u want to attend college, especially private one, U can ask those who knows bou this. so that U will not get cheated that way. And soo that U won't kill yourself for something that worthy BUT not at all of the value that U need to pay. 

Just think of when U go shopping. Eg : Padini is having a SALE. Say that the black pants there cost MYR90. And another shop sell the same one at RM39. But no trying allowed. Plus, surely not of high quality. I know U will say Im so brand conscious and all, but what I wanna say is if U choose to buy the PDI pants at RM90, its sooo worth it ok? High Quality cloth, neatly designed, good material and long-lasting. :D Soooo, make a smart choice! ;>

ps : I know I am being ridiculous, I put everything inside. Haha. I know I am! And after finished typing, I can't even think of a title for this post!~ *facepalm*

Of Malaysia?

I read this one article. Basically, this is what the author wrote :

"Most Chinese go for IPTS because they are not accepted in IPTA. Plus the existence of quota for Bumiputera and non-bumi, it makes it difficult no matter how good ur achievements are. Also, the Chinese value education so much that they are willing to pay for it. But the Malays who got accepted there are not studying good enough!"

Before anything. Let me tell U that I am certainly not a racist party. Im never member or participant of any racism campaign ok? I'm certainly not skeptical or prejudice or bias-ing, this is totally pure, rationale, personal opinion based on my knowledge and experience. I practice 1Malaysia, I love technically all my friend. and I treasure my life here as malaysian. Living in a multiracial country, with a beautiful cultures and tradition. And most important part is : with widest varieties of foods one could ever find! x) Yes! And I liveee ever since diapers, with my multiracial friends. Even my family has some mix blood here and there! *wink* and all that k? And certainly I vote for 1Malaysia for eternity.

So, back to the topic. The issue stated by the author (somewhere in a blog) is not new. It is actually a topic of debate, unsatisfaction from public generally. Those who have been there, especially in tertiary institution should understand this more than anyone else rite?

I think what the author said is mostly correct! Please open ur eyes real wide and U can see the truth. Even ur heart will be able to tell U ok? Certainly, trueee.. For the fact that, it is easy for Malays to be accepted to IPTA and gain scholarship. that is an obvious truth! When we compare this two, we will find that the brilliance, academic achievements of the Chinese students are much much better than malays. Don't get me wrong. There are lots of brilliant Malays out there as well. But generally, if U look through a group of student, U will be able to see this differences. Not only in competency in study, but also in generic skills. Plus, if U see.. Take an example of this class. When U compare their result from STPM/Diploma/Matric, those accepted to this degree class. Chinese results are much much lots more better. We can't deny that ok? 

Not to be saying that Malays is too lack of competency, not brilliant, etc. We do OK? just this is an obvious fact. Please put aside ur semangat of treasuring and fighting for the Malays rights! 

This is global era ok? Malaysia has to set some standard on their education system. Im not criticising people. This is only my opinion as a neutral party! I wish that Gov will soon change the policies cos for how long they want to keep malays in the safe zone. We must be fair and practice a much more realistic system in order to produce a real competitive group of students.

Im kind of dissapointed with some comments leave by people.. Truthfully! Maybe my opinion looks so racism, *the Malays thinks so* but honestly I am Not k? Some big changes has to be done if we wish to be on the same level as other developed countries. Just look at how good Singapore has been! :)

This is exactly what happened last time when Tun Dr. M announced the implementation of teaching and learning of Science and Maths in english, not long ago! 

Ps : Im not saying that I am brilliant, but at least i feel i deserved to be here!~ :)