Honestly, our community seems to have some rules which i think was ridiculous or unnecessary!
Let aside about our custom and all.. This is based on a true story.
Story 1 : Relationship between a young male teacher and a form 6 female student.
This girl was somewhat a typical country girl. I don’t know her that much, but she seems to be the quiet and soft type but strong and intelligent, nonetheless. She seems to attract her teacher’s attention greatly. The normal student-teacher relationship soon blossomed to love! They indeed fall in love with one another. And if im not mistaken they both agreed to be together before the girl leave the school. And after 3 years (now), they are still together and is getting engage this coming May.
Story 2 : Relationship between a young lecturer and a university student
This university student (female) is a normal girl from KL! She’s not too much of what but attractive and intelligent as well. This young lecturer is one of wanted bachelor (with PhD and all, sooo u noe la rite?) .. And they secretly in a relationship with one another. But i doubt that! Who would say they want to keep it low when they went to a place full of student from same Uni openly together!
This two story actually revolves around the same circle. See : it’s between student and their educator (teacher/lecturer) just they may have occur at different phase and stage. But what makes me feel weird is our people assumptions on this two different couple.
I am not phobic or antis of any of them. Just this makes me wonder. How people come to accept couple in story 1, celebrating it happily. But the other was like have to makes many assumptions and criticising couple in story 2? I was once feel a bit unsatisfied as well cos Uni is different story than school where lecturer has direct interference with our achievements and exams score so this may affect many things. But after a while of thinking and after listening to story 1 which was foretell to me by my coursemate, i think we are just being unfair. We are so unfair to couple 2! Honestly! Maybe it might not be too scandalous if they keep it low and not too widely open. They need to greatly think of their reputation rite? But, haisz. They maybe has made mistakes there by giving bad impression to people.
Whatever. But this 2 relationships was actually forbidden rite? Not taboo but forbidden! I don’t know why! Maybe cos to keep the education system safe and to ensure the clean image of the profession or something like that! But now i decided! J I will not be unfair to people! XD And spread the love all over the world! >D
*Oops im not making any sense here, please forgive me!
I have the same dreams since the last 3 days! Not only at night but also when i sleep during the day! Of the same person.... But at different scenario of course! ;) I am happy not that im complaining! Just that im too happy to the extent i’m going to go crazy of believing such things are real! :DD Again im not complaining! Who knows that it will become true real soon!! ;)) Haha.
What dream is it? ;0 Ermmmm it’s about a person and few people in my ‘My Dream Guy’ lists!! OMG!!!!!!! Haha. Guess who?? ;) I really ecstatic before sleep cos i know I will dream of him again! XD Could it possibly be that he were my Fated Soulmate/Partner?? Haha! :D He soooo going to be : In my dream, in my reality!! And i am Einstein great great granddaughter! :DD Keh, keh! :D
See.. That’s the result of dreaming too much! I myself could not see the important point of my writing here!! XD I hope i will not lose too much brain cells from all this craziness!! ;)
It's nearly end of 2010! :DD Oops i kinda excited about it! Btw, i felt happier this time cos i managed to 'i know its not much' but get a good result last sems! Huzzah! Now im motivated! activated to maintain and gain more! XD
Year 2010 marked my significant 2 decades of living in this world! :) Oooo, it's scary cos the number has changed from 1 to 2.. And its a big reminder that im growing older which means that soon i would have to 'seriously WALK on my OWN'! :D Few more years, i would have to go to work.. Soon i will repeat the normal human cycle : like get married, get kiddos! HAha. My parents are too excited about this! :) We've been to a lot of discussion regarding this matter! And know what, my parents and I, we went to lots and lots of Wedding Shops! Haha. Funny time if u see how excited ur normally serious father is when he looks through the gifts collections, flowers and all that.. all the unnamed! ;)
This means that I have to be seriously thinking ahead as of now! Its not bad to be playful, childish but has to manage la.. Its not easy to be serious all the time! :) And it wont work of being a childish brat! ;D I have to study hard to graduate excellently! To prepare hard for my future jobs! To make a plan so that i will not turn crazy in early age for the hell of study i have to be IN for the next 3 years and years to come! ;)
Sadly, in my case.. being busy means you have less and less time for something! things u love to do.. Time to spend with ur Besties... With all this nerve-wrecking tight schedule and the abnormalities in time management its hard for u to meet people! I, for instant, has not been meeting this person for almost five months now!!! When was the last time we meet? Ermm.. I dun remember! When im in holiday, she would be having exams. When i were free, she would not be here. And when im soooo damn pack with works, i need to find a little time to be spend with my precious besties! XD Not that im complaining but thats just the way how my life is starts from now on... And im so NOT neglecting things that I have ever forever love! Just time doesn't allow me to be so much involve in it.... There are many things i would have to focus on.. I wish i would have some time for it, wish to be there again... But somehow... its complicated.... I really wish to....
Seriously, songs should be creative and meaningful in order for me to 'pay attention to it'! XD
I don't really love the 'Lady Gaga type of songs.. Not Rihanna either. Normally I wont pay attention to the singer. More to the song actually.. Call me Emo or what, but songs supposed to be meaningful rite? I know about the upbeat songs and whatever but somehow that type of songs won't give us a long time impact than the other..
Ermmm for the past 2 years, a lot of songs coming out. We normally are attracted to songs based on the music/melody.. But before making it like your 'daily ritual' incantations, i think u should go through the lyrics first cos some of it, has either a bad meaning or very religious. I know i might be narrow minded of thinking this. but seriously we do have to pay extra attention to it cos what we say frequently will be strongly attached to our brain and indirectly will really affected our action and may affected our soul as well..
Not all the Hits from Hollywood, Jpop, Kpop, etc are good. So we should be cautious about this small matter.. Ermm being knowledgable about something won't harm rite?
When new sems started, it means u have to be ready for a long tiring scheduled lessons, prepare urself mentally and physically for a long-hour of a boring talk! Also, for a lot of labs practicals... Dun forget to get ready with a long rolls of papers to write down all notes... Be ready to open and carry around a thick, expensive and worn-out library books... to study like a maniac for fear of tutorial, pop quiz and test!! :D LOL u have to or u wont be able to answer a single Qs!! ;) and getting good grades is not easy people! XD
I have long list of tasks to be completed especially by beginning of January! Magazine to be completed. Reports to be submitted! And yeah to help out in editing a written essays! XD And im sooo crazyyy rite now! I dont know what im doing!! :(( LOL Pity my bloggie and FaceBook-ie esp my Twitter!! I totally forgot! Everything was unorganised!! XD And i dun know the reason of why im creating all this accounts! :D And yeah soo long have not been chatting!! Gosh totally! I talk damn alot toniteeee! ;)
A new day tomorrow! Lets start the week full of energy! Above all I hope all my important tasks will be completed systematically and efficiently unlike my blogs/twitter/etccc.... ;)
Sitting in the middle of this mushy mushy lovers, i really want to throw up! Haha. Excuse me girls,... and boys. There is a 20 y/o single but not available girl here sitting among u guys so plis pay attention to me! Stop being greasy, i really wana puke! :DD *Mean statement* But try sitting here with this annoying, lovely 'friends' of mine! Honestly, why I agree to meet them tonite again??~~
Dun worry i wont kill u peeps! I sooo LOVE u guys! :))
