Yosh.

- Because I'm lonely-

So yeah. 
this semester is a hectic one for me! 
And when U start working with many people and spend time (almost all your time) then U'll see the real side of people U never see before. 

then another one.
they are so lucky. so much luck that things went their way. and some just were destined for an easy life. 
but. 
when u have one thing. U just want more of that thing.
i really am hoping that they would become more considerate about things.
especially don't make your life easier by making things very easy for yourself but U make others does the hard job for U. and not always play the safe sides cos well. life is always a danger to one self.

pss : i don't even know what i'm typing! :*(

May 1, 2012

it is a truly hectic season.
but this is how life is. 


and i've just recovered from sickness.
and earth is getting hotter every single second.
even when u are currently sitting in once the coldest room ever and not stepping out 
under the sun even for a second.


is going to complete all the work and well just continue the never ending work.

---> really wanna watch Running Man Big Bang tapi assignment berlambak.

The Great Mr. Jung! ;)

:DDD The Mr Jung! <3

holidays! =)

It’s a wonderful holiday. J

Not much extravagant activities. Just the usual shopping, lotss of mamak session, home visit, karaoke, and food partayyyy! ;) I’m more than satisfied actually with my holiday. I know some would say it was just a waste o f money and time. Why meeting friends that often? But halloo. The often is needed to topup for all the lost time.

And I’m more than happy. Very much happy and satisfied. For being able to meet all my lovelies friends, BFF and dongsaengie… ;) A great CNY visit too. <3 Haha. Should’ve asked for more Mandarin orange. But cos I’m too shy, I didn’t do that. *sigh

Anyways. Friends staying in Malaysia and overseas, all reunion succeed! ;) Thank U guys for being there and willing to spent time with me. Words can’t describe how much I love u people and how glad I am to have U guys as friends for so many years already. And if we’re meeting in the next few years, who knows what U guys might become? All successful people. And maybe even a mother/father of two-three kids. J A very beautiful dream! =)

I’m starting school next week. I got my semester result already. And I’m cool with it. I could’ve done better, but let me act optimist like that please. :D I will maintain and even improve my performance. A whole new challenges for next semester.. I will bring all yr love, support and luck forward and do much much better! ^_^ Oh, I need to start reading stuff so at least my brain warm up before it’ll be put to a very stressful job starting this Monday.

This is too short for my liking. I suddenly have this ‘overflowingMUSE’? :DD LOL but before I become the new generation Shakespeare, I’d better stop. Cos I need to finish watching House! :D Take care everyone. See you guys soon! x)

Just

Whats Up with people and A + B anyway. Just STFU and save Humanity the Pain, will you? You're killing us with yr non-stop chattering and ramblings and annoying whining. I wish i could've done that for the world but you're quite far and i have no slightest intention of getting to you. 

Human! ~

when U decide to talk about something, it is best and very very advisable to know and really understand whatever shit U talk about. stop acting like U know. And even if U know, it doesn't mean U are knowledgeable about stuff rite? that's why even there is a doctor, a pharmacist is needed as well cos though the field of work is the same, they have different specialities. Do not Talk if U only want to cause anger or simply waste time of others. Because I'm not someone who will simply keep my mouth shut and accept whatever U said or receiving the effect of the bull U crapping!

♥ Just ~

I've been busy the whole week. Konon celebrate Chinese New Year la konon. :DD Actually busy visiting.. erm more like menyibuk kat rumah Said Person. But people love me, I know!~~ 


Tapi had visited and did many good things with awesome, crazy but loveable people every single day! ^_^ Thanks for the time and memories, guys  ♥  Nothing I love more than being with you guys! :DDD 


Ceh. Being romantic doesn't suit so I shall stop. :D




Also. I'm done with the blog i'm assigned to do. Now just waiting for the content to come in. Haisz people. u know U should use a little of yr time for that don't you. Work is work no matter where you are and whatever occassion U are having now. 




Pssssssss : will upload pic if rajin. Cos i find stalking jobs much much more lovee!? :) 

♥ Day 4 of 366

On the fourth day of 2012. 


CVT paper : NOT To be conceited or snobby, just want to say I FEEL GOOD! :) Hope i really did well and no mistakes done. -Amin-


Dream and more dreammmmm! :) 

You know just how Fu much i love dreams don't you? And nooooo. Don't ever think of that!!~ My brain is as pure as my heart and soul! The ♥ dream is totally innocent. 
Well nothing is when it involves my super smexing gorgeous DongBangShinKi!! :DD And this time, there are 5 of them.. All in my dream. Woohoooot!!~~ And we are like acting in a new version of Totally Spies. We all (DBSK and I) we are spies in the story! XD Yeah, with magic ball and time travel and amazing spy actions... And best thing is I talked to them. XDDD And hold Yunho's hand!! OMG OMG I'm gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Also i had a good 2 hours sleep. And i can't stop talking. And i just talked to a wonderful person. and i'm happy. :)) A very nice day of 2012. YESHHH!!

Still. 5 more papers after this. I still have to study. Bless me with all this books and hardwork, hopefully everything turns good ! :) 

♥

There are things meant to be forever. 
As time passed, we go through many things. just so many changes. just so many hurts and happiness. each moment in our life, we see people walking in and out of us. but there are some people who will never leave you. who will always be there and here ♥ with you! :) 

25th Dec

Happy X'mas EveryBodeyy! :DD

enjoy the season with joy and happiness. with yr loveed ones of course.

and here I am. Studying! :) 

R E A L

in life..
as in the R E A L life..




Accept the fact that U can't really get everything U wanted. 

We needed and wanted lots of things but do bear in mind that it's not all can be ours. What's most important to U? that U have put on your all, give the best out of you and getting or not getting it doesn't matter. the satisfaction and knowing that you've strive hard and good enough is what's needed. Or the outcome of it? It's not wrong to choose any but i sometimes pity those who do all the terrible stuff just to get whatever they wanted. But in the end, even if U really get it, can U look back and say that U are proud of yourself, truly proud of what U have done and proudly tells those to others? and even when U didn't get to reach the outcome, it doesn't mean U are a failure. there are lots of things U actually gained and learned from it, and that's what most important.

Even then, it is DEFINITELY NOT RIGHT to give Up on anything that U have. 

Not even a single thing. Giving UP is simply a NO! U should know where to stop, when U need to say U had enough and why U leave it be. But Giving UP is NOT that. It's like letting go of hope, of something that U once had been very proud of. We all have our own share of misery, but giving UP is certainly not what a human should do. and that defines the real failure. 

psss : Congrats to my Sister for her exam result! Yeah. I'm proud of you, dongsangieee! XD

20th Dec 2011

I'm just filled up with all the facts and figures and algorithms and scheme and diagrams and all needed to be memorised.

All is fine. All is fine. It's just that i would be doomed tomorrow. 

On a happy note.. I ate 3 plates full of rice!! XDD

random

when i reached my college apartment today, i saw someone leisurely lying in the comfort of my bed. LOL that surprised me for a while. Luckily it was just a friend of mine! XD

Emo Time! :)

I don't know what make me actually think of this.
But somehow. In life. I mean in real life. *not academic and work and stuff*
I'm referring to the life we gonna live. sentimentally, emotionally. and all about family, friends, love. 


So, yeah. in life. 
It's not Perfection i'm looking for. 
Not the awesome, perfect person and story as HUMAN *me included* think they ought and suppose to have. 
I think the best thing. Thing i actually wanted the most to happen is to have and be someone needed by the other. to be the warmth and the light to shine and warmed the life of the other. and to complete the piece that is perfecting the imperfection of the other.


:) Awee romance and the random senti-moment! XD

Random-ity of Life!

So. there goes my perfect study plan. the supposed to be (24x5) hours full of study and revising when mommy decided to take half-day leave from work and fetch me up from college. I should've expected this to happen. LOL a free vacation. And mmg totally book free! :D Yeah.


And no. It's just a random travelling. Non-planned. No special place to visit. Simply going at will. yeah. Cos daddy suddenly decided it's fun to do that. Back-packing konon. last-last everybody pun skipped work! :DD haha. For 3 days! :) That's epic! But NICE! :DDD
Not much of shopping. Seriously we were acting like a very carefree people. Walking without any aims and just walk and talk and chat like we're the happiest, free-est people on Earth! :) 


But that's really are good 72 hours + xx hours of travelling! :) 

At Midnite of Dec 13!

I have extra 4 days free of classes and other official Pharmacy Student tasks/jobs to do. I am supposed to be using all the 4 x 24 hours wisely to study what I needed to and touch-up-ing whatever needed. Please Oh God Please help me make this true... :) 

I'm currently is Sugar High! So im so super active and i can't sit still. I can't concentrate cos extra glucose seems to hyperactive me : inner and out! XD LOL blame that Syazwani Azraai for forcing me to eat the ice-cream!!! :DDD

Anyways. I had fun being sooo sugary and highly today!! :) 

Music :: DBSK Mirotic 

25th November 2011

i am supposed to be doing many things but each time i reached home and in comfort in my bed, wrapped like ONAGIRI, i simply lost it all. I ate like there's no tomorrow, lepak like nothing matters. talking like a somebody. and i am NOT doing any of productive things. Huhu. Work is a lot, abandoned in a corner. actually all my belongings, reference book all still in the car. :DDD and my brain can't work. even with my eyes open, i can only stare. and do nothing. Omona! I'm sure i'll be craszeee soon.


Makes me wonder is this the life i've been wanting to live for? but actually life is the same for everybody.. so i should just shut my mouth up and stop thinking of the ifs and of the what i am supposed to do and get and just concentrate on whatever things i am supposed to be focusing on rite now.


In addition, just get our MidTerm result today. and as expected. My THAT Paper, *the one i told U i feel like eating a wood after doing it*, the result is sooo opposite to good! Others are OK i suppose. Just need extra more hardwork but that particular paper!! :( 


I really need to work my asses and squeeze my brain up for that..

=)

I know when I think wisely and do things correctly, I will be able to do it! :D And yeah, that is proven right! :) 

Obsession! :D

i know today is the final match between Malaysia and Indonesia! And Congratulations Malaysia! U ruled, Tiger rulling the Asia! :D 




Anyways. i'm not exactly ecstatic about that. i'm more obsessed with this tonite!! i just couldn't take my eyes of it!! :DD 

i asked mommy for this but of course she bought me another one.  *no matter, still love U mommy! <3 *

I don't know yet where can i stick this at! :D

is waiting for my ordered set! :) 

honestly, i'm interrupting the peace and life of people around me. Whining, weeping and all things possible to nearby human being. Yeah, after this people. go get online banking. there is certainly no use of having lots of atm cards and saving accounts and a debit card if U don't have e-banking rite now. :( 

But, a great THANK U for the superb woman Miss Lim 'Ginny' Jeannie for all the help given. for ur patience and strength to bear all my weeping and whining and i honestly love You for bringing me closer to my dream jewelleries! :DDD

And that's all. I have a quiz tomorrow of Rx Analysis. and i did not study just yet all the 5 chapters! And another 3 hours of lab practical. Oh Goddess, save me!! 

Anyways. What a LOVELY Night! =) 

**************************************

mood : ecstatic, music : Get Out, JYJ! =)

Random-ness Overloaded!

one moment u feel happiest and the other u feel the saddest.


what's with the mood swings U may ask? 


I myself did not know the answer. 


Stupid hormones! Keep the equilibrium please. It prefers shifting the other way round. Keep ur owner intact, will you? So we could live life peacefully ever after! :D 


this doesn't makes sense, I know. 
This is how it supposed to be when MiszC Simple is rambling! LOL! :D 
G'nite everyBODY! :)